It’s very rare for me for pray these days, but when I do it’s only when I’m really desperate and managed to muster up some small bit of hope that I will get a good answer. One of those rare times happened again recently, and again, I was disappointed. So if the Christian God is real, which I really doubt he is, did he single me out like he did to Pharoah to harden my heart?
If so, he’s doing a pretty good job of killing off whatever
bit of faith I have left, for whatever unknown reasons he has to ultimately
glorify himself. No serious shit, God, I’m sure it really glorifies you to keep
disappointing people who really would just like to know that you give a hoot about